MUAH!!

My nickname is Tessie. I was born with a chronic identity-crisis. I play the role of bitter, but really I'm insanely nieve and oh-so-excited about life. Im a walking contradiction, I smile when Im sad, and I laugh when Im nervous. I believe individuality is everything & i like being different & unperfect. acting like someone or something that im not is just not my style! I have a habit of falling off the face of the earth at random times. I tend to burn bridges like it's my job. I don't pick up my cellphone for anybody when I'm not in the mood to do so. Im a hopeless romantic - but most boys are just hopeless, witty boys are my weakness. I love independence but I think I've found a good one :). Somethings don't last forever but somethings do. I'm convinced that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, I have proclaimed that as my mantra. Ive learned that you cant just create your own timetable and will it to come true. I like to read, even though I hardly have time to finish a book, but overall I love to write, bet you couldnt guess that one. I like to think of myself as simple and realistic but dont we all. Growing up Ive learned that materialism and egotism are just diversions, tacky and exceedingly unappealing. Which in that case has led me to firmly believe that money cant buy happiness but it sure as hell helps. I have a big heart & sometimes I feel its too big for my own good. but dont get me wrong, i like to be respectful only to those who deserve it. i treat disrespectful assholes like they should be treated. forgive & forget should be a virtue but sometimes its a hard thing to do and Ive learned to never hold grudges, its bad for your health. I think that we all can gain knowledge of forgiving by practicing absolution. Its unbecoming the way we spend our time, and how we stay angry for the same reasons, life is way too short. mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course we would not be who we are. I've learned that people come into your life and people go. but it's very comforting to know that the true friends stick forever. As much as I am bothered by the fact that it appears that everyone is out to get someone else, Ive managed to obtain some form of hope because I believe a smile is infectious and laughter is a self-remedy. i know this bc i laugh harder and harder every day and sit back & enjoy every second of it. I love when girls "talk shit", it not only makes them look exceedingly foolish but insecure & pathetic. jealously is the root of all evil.On a lighter note, I'm one of the most enthusiastic & optimistic people you'll meet & im in a good mood 99% of the time. I have awesome family,especially my brother Chris i love more than anything in this world,mom and my dad, friends, April boo my best friend in the whole entire world i could never ask for a better friend than her, and animals that i try to spend as much time as i possibly can with. i'm a neat freak & a hardcore perfectionist! I'm the biggest goof-ball/weirdooo & i could care less what you think. & im quite possibly the biggest "wine-o" (if your curious as to what wins me over>>white zinnnn). I've never met someone that is obsessed w/ animals as much as i am. try to, u wont. I have no idea where this road is going to take me but im not complaining w/ the path im on. i couldnt be happier. im very dedicated and i basically know exactly what i want out of life but dont get me wrong-im a HUGE party animal.i lovvve to go out & dance & im def soakin up the life. However staying home with a bottle of wine & a good movie does me just fine too! I have big dreams for living it to the fullest, I just have yet to get started. What dreams do you ask? Becoming a nurse practioner. I absolutely love helping people! Traveling. The world has way to much to offer and I would feel ashamed if I didn't take advantage of the different culture & opportunity to meet great people. No one, should stay forever in the country, state, or much less the same CITY as they were born in. I want to gain perspective and experience adventure. And watch me do it. "Don't spend major time with minor people. If there are people in your life that continually disappoint you, break promises, stomp on your dreams, too judgmental, have different values and don't have your back during difficult times...that is not a friend. To have a good friend, you must be a good friend."

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