Overview of Me

My name is Caesar and I am from Lawrenceville, Georgia a suburb of Atlanta. I am 20 years old attending Georgia Perimeter in Lawrenceville. I am a Communication major in hopes of one day making it big in whatever it is I am going to do with the rest of my life. I am of Latin descent Spanish and Italian and I take that to heart. I do not like being called outside of what I am and get very offended when I am called something I am not. I love my culture I think it is one of my most prized traits.
Knowing where you come from is so important in today’s world, where the foundation of ethnicity is slowly dematerializing. I have tried many things with my life some of which for different reasons did not work out.
That hasn’t stopped me from trying to progress and move forward. I am now pursuing modeling and photography even though time and time again I am told I am to short at 5’7, yes I am short, but there is more to modeling than just size. I am focusing a lot on my schooling and my modeling/photography and hopefully one day that big break will come around the corner and smack me right across the face. I am probably one of the most outgoing, and energetic people you will ever meet. I get along with pretty much anyone and try my best to be as social and carefree as possible. I am a goofy clown stuck in this crazy body. I always like being the center of attention and being the one everyone is interacting with selfish I suppose. That is not to say that I am a complete angel. There have been times when I have been known to get down and turn into what people like to call a bitch. I go from being this nice lovable person to this monster, which tries anything to provoke and start drama with those who try and step on him like a doormat. I guess that comes from being gay. Yes, I am gay for the most part I think. I’m not your typical fairy sparkling dust everywhere I go. I do not act gay. I do not share my orientation unless asked to. I am not ashamed, I just do not think it is needed to build a friendship with another person. Straight, Bi, or Gay it should not matter. I am known as “the cool gay guy”, which I think is stupid because I know plenty of gay guys who are cool and fun to be around.
My family didn’t take it well. My father kicked me out for about 6 months before asking me to come back home and now I live under the “Don’t Ask, Don’t tell policy” which to me is better than not having them in my lives at all. I think it just takes getting used to. I still have my friends and regardless of their race, gender, orientation, eye color, etc I do not discriminate I love building friendships with those who are willing to share the friendship back. One of my pet peeves is drugs. I do not do them, nor do I want to but, do I judge the people that do? No, a lot of my friends do it but, they know not to ask me to do it with them. I do not care for drugs but, I am not going to judge others for choosing to do with their lives as they please. I go to bars, clubs, and just dance the night away after having a few margaritas. I want to look back at these years and not regret a single moment in time. I love to make out with cute girls when I drink. It is sort of my way of expressing myself in public. If I am drunk and I see a cute girl.
Most likely five minutes later we are in the dance floor with our tongues down each other’s throat. Other than that I am your typical college guy partying, traveling, and enjoying his youth to the fullest. Hope you guys enjoy and for more questions ADD me on www.myspace.com/iamalldat and email me with questions I will be glad to answer. With love from down south!!!

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