ROUND 3 BLOG Q & A

*o How do you handle conflicts? - Hmmm this is a a hard one - totally depends on who the conflict is with if it is family we usually scream and yell, run hot for a minute but then are over it by the time the last insult is slung.If it is a conflict with a boy , I laugh and move on to the next - If I have a conflict a friend who has betrayed me in anyway - I hold not a lot back - I am pretty ruthless at times, it is ALWAYS with words - words cut deeper then any knife - wounds eventually heal but words are always there in the back of your head - and if the conflict is with a complete stranger - TAKE COVER !

*o Do you feel that your approach is effective? Why or why not?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa No - BUT I think it proves to people that I wont allow any disrespect - I am not this meek,little girl who has her head in the clouds, - I am very strong minded and independent and I feel people challenge that by trying to start arguments with me and I have to prove that I am not weak

*o What is the biggest problem you face?
Right now today - my biggest problem is convincing myself I am not a fraud- Why is this working for me, what am I doing right. I often find myself question why MY photography business is doing as well as it does or why do I find people flocking to work with me - I am nobody - I know me - and I know that what I do is what I love - but is it good.Is it art.? Have I sold out? Am I objectifying women - * o What is the biggest problem you face? - MY BIGGEST PROBLEM IS BEING LOST IN MY OWN HEAD !

*o Describe your childhood and home
My childhood was good - I am from what society would call a "broken Home" but it never seemed broken to me - My Mom loved me enough for all the others who fell short. We never had money we had cereal 5 nights out the week for dinner - we always just had enough - that defiantly has molded me into who I am today - I never want go with out - I want to be in a position in life where I can take care of those I love - My mom from day one has always instilled in me that people like myself dont go to waste - I am the middle child - the black sheep if you will - since a little girl I have been dreaming for more - the bigger the better - My mother has watered that seed for 25yrs and now I am ready to take on the world

* o Describe a major issue or event that has affected your family - I think the biggest thing would be divorce - I never really was upset about my mom leaving the so called "step Dads" but it was all that came with it - I went to like 5 different high schools - so I never really did the high school thing and change so often when your that age is never good - it sucked but things always got better

* o Describe yourself as a competitor
As a competitor I am pretty gungho about anything and everything to win especially something that I really want - I wont do shadey stuff or CHEAT but I will think of cleaver and unique ways to get people to do what I want like vote - I could sell bubble gum to the lockjaw ward ....LOL... I am a good bullshitter and the comes in very handy in competitions,business and day to day life....LOL =)

*o Why do you want to be on the RW? Why do you think others will vote for you?
I want to be on the real world because : I want to prove to the world that you can go on there, still have fun, make an a$$ out of yourself but still come out looking like an individual who has integrity and class - that you dont have to get drunk wasted and sleep with every guy for good T.v. -or be the character you think you were "casted" to be - be real - thats the whole point - I have always said man if a video camera would just follow me around I would have enough enjoyable footage to do a show myself.....LOL... Life is fun and I think to many recent cast members have gone on the show to be someone they are not and then bitch about the way the look on tv- I want to do good things with this experience - I want to be part of history and be known for the right things

* o Do you drink alcohol? If yes, how do you generally behave when intoxicated?
I do not drink - I dont like the taste nor do I like the uncontrollable factor of being drunk - I dont mind people who drink and who have self control , but I do mind people who cant control themselves and are all over the place

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