*It's been awhile*

Ok so I haven't really been keeping up with this site lately because I have been SO busy for the past month! I moved down to Orlando on May 23rd and I am LOVING it! It's different than what I'm used to, and its hot as hell, but I'm soaking it all in and enjoying every minute. I really miss all my friends at school though :(

So, on another note, more about me: I have 2 brothers (28 & 18) and 1 sister (33) who I am extremely close to. My oldest brother lives in Montana, my sister in New York and my little bro in Mississippi..and I'm currently in Florida so we're all spread out! My parents are my everthing, and I recently realized they get more hilarious the older they get. My mom seriously makes me laugh so hard sometimes that I almost pee in my pants, and the funniest part is that she doesn't even know she's doing it! I have been given everything my entire life and I don't know what I'm gonna do when I have to start doing things on my own - I know that sounds bad, but its the truth. I was pretty rebellious in high school, so of course I had some turbulent times with my parents back then. My mom and I used to clash heads all the time, but now that I've been away at school for two years we are closer than ever. I talk to my mom at least 4 or 5 times a day. My sister once said that if anything ever happened to my mom they would probably have to put me in a home because I would literally have a mental breakdown.

Throughout my life I've made alot of friends; some have stayed and will stay forever and some have gone, but my family has always been there and I am so grateful for that. Now that I'm getting older I am more picky about who I choose to be friends with and once I'm friends with someone, I commit to that friendship. I finally realized that my family will always have my back so I can afford to pick & choose my friends, and I shouldn't have to deal with assholes.

I'm at a really weird place in my life right now because I am a Junior in college and I still have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life. Seriously, like no fucking clue. The next 6 months in Orlando are going to give me a nice break to try and figure things out. I'm at a point where I honestly don't even know what I am going to do tomorrow. That's one of the things I do love about my life though - the spontaneity! Going places at the drop of a hat, doing things I never dreamed I would do..that's what my life has been about so far and I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Video coming in the next day or so. Sorry I'm busy!! :)

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