DouglasFresh......I AM SO SORRY/ I'M STILL MAD!!

Woww it's really starting to get serious now. There were over 8,000 hopefuls now it's down to the top and final 50. In all honesty and keeping it real....Congratualtions is in order for a small few of you. I'll explain why in a minute but I have to do something important right this very moment. I have to acknowledge a very "REAL" dude,DouglasFresh. He read my last blog and wrote saying he was disappointed in me for not mentioning him because he was one of the few in the top 50 that spoke to me all the time. He constantly thanked me for voting for him/voting in general, he emailed me while he was in class bored out of his mind. He NEVER FAILED to say hello. Doug.....I'm truly sorry for not mentioning you. I was in rushing writing the blog and I knew there were 3 names to mention and I couldn't remember the last one until you wrote. It's no excuse I don't wanna make excuses. I'm truly sorry and I hope you can forgive me. You definetly earn spot in my house. I'll be talking to you soon.

NOW......On to some grimey crap. I'm still bothered with the results of the top 50. I've been in full contact with about 3-4 of you and and sick as this sounds, ALMOST EVERYONE in the top 50....did NOT write me not 1 message, not 1 thank you NADA!! I know you guys know who you are. Everyone I was in contact, all my favorites ....didn't make the cut. I went thru my testimonials and I was soooo upset. I just want to let you all know.....I put my personal life on hold to make a potential dream for one of you to come true. A dream that I wanted more then anything on this planet. I still want it but I have to accept the fact that I will never be one of the 7 strangers. I voted religiously for each and every one of you. I had to do all my voting in the library cause my computer at home( the one I'm on now) IS VERY SLOW! I had to go at closing time when it wasn't busy. There were times where I had to fight for a computer. The rules changed on me and I was only allowed 1 hr a day! IT WAS VERY DIFFICULT. So for all of you not to say anything to me it hurts....AND I STILL VOTED FOR YOU! I will say...some of you that have not wrote me all of a sudden wrote me a message within the last 24 hrs. I appreciate the desture and have respect for it but you're no in my good graces......for the moment. I'm sorry if I seem mean, or being a drama queen but I have to keep it "REAL" right now. I'm gonna look at everyone's profile, blogs and videos and on Saturday, Novemeber 29, I will choose my last 4 to go in my house. "Danntathedisco" "javidm" and "Douglasfresh" are not going anywhere so don't attempt to trash them in any kind of way. THOSE ARE MY BFF'S. And don't don't attempt to trash me neither cause they will back me up 100% to the fullest power.

I hope everyone is enjoying their Thanksgiving, get ready for Black Friday tomorrow...SPEND LOTS OF $$$$$$ and I will talk to ya'll real soon!!

-Robert
For those that don't have it....I'm blackhussler on myspace and you can find me on FACEBOOK...Robert Jose :)

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