megs20

continuation of "AHHH BOYS"

...so it all started when i got off work, which was at five..and by the way...who even reads these blogs..im sure...NO ONE...but sometimes i just need to vent and let some steam out. I was dating this guy and at first we were really good friends, he was even a best of mine, but then he started having feelings for me...yadayada..we starting dating..and the moment I actually start to have feelings for someone I get screwed over..well it definitely happened and the tables have turned..I just hate how our friendship was ruined over all of this..of course he thinks everything is fine, but it's not (typical guy)..it is totally different..and I feel everytime he calls he needs something or it is just convenient for him..and the main reason for us breaking it off was because he wanted to focus on work..when I know for a fact it's more than just that..I most DEFINITELY get the scoop from his best friend..and he had told me that it was also because I didnt know what I wanted to do with my life and that we were at different levels in life..well...I am only 20 years old and what twenty year old knows what they want to do..I have a really good job, a family that loves me and I am going to school,I feel I have so much...so if I am not good enough for him, fine, then I can do better and I definitely deserve better...well that is it for now..if anyone reads this pathetic blog..be sure to leave a few words of advice..I obviously need them..thanks..much love. muah!

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